A Letter to my mother

I'm not sure if you read my website but i will feel better in the end.
You have no loyalty to grandmother or me. You continually blame all yours issues on everyone but yourself. I made a promise to papa and i have kept it inside and outside. I take care of grandma I make sure she gets her medications and get's to all of her Dr appt's on time and You are to wrapped up in your animals and your drug use that you have lost the real truth's in life so to speak. You get the truth and lie's all mixed up and you don't even know what is right from wrong. I am not dating anyone married. And john isn't even married.
If you really were sorry for what you said and did you wouldn't tell everyone a different story. The reason you are so confused about everything is your so high all the time you don't know whats going on. As for grandma, taking care of her doesnt get old. She took care of me when i was younger and stepped up when you were out doing whatever with who ever. She tells youthe truth whether you want to hear it or not.
At age 17 i stepped away from the house and never went back because of how you treated me. You have only one daughter and you can't even make a mence due to your drug habit and you blaming game. GROW UP CAROL...